Secret Idenity

This a song I wrote for my band last month. I had wrote it for someone when I just knew that things werent really going well with us and I had been regretting things from the past I did, and blamed everything on me even when my friends told me, it really wasnt my fault. But basically this song is about me wanting to be a hero for that person without them knowing that its me. If that person didnt know it was me, they'd fall for me without knowing it and at the same time I could fix everything that I did wrong and make them feel better by basically sweeping them away. At the time that I was writing this song, what was going through my head was seeing myself as another person/ or a masked figure who was out to save them from the pain in which I inflicted on them and everyone around cause I knew if they knew it was ME trying to fix things, they wouldnt accept it and they would just go about thinking im back to my old ways of begging on my knees and being the fool I was for love by saying anything and everything to try to get them back.

and...well....love has its side effects on all of us. Not all of them are good but not all of them are bad either. I think my high school year was destroyed because I chose to wait, and wait and wait too long for this person even after being told and told that how stupid they were and how something didnt ever seem right but I was a fool too moving on faith and hope...but things dont always work out the way we want it to even if we pray. Now its obvious to me that, that person really didnt care about me if they kept beating me down and lying to me...for one year and 6months....my high school years are pretty much now gone....