Never Come Back

Wrote a couple months back when I was really, REALLY pissed off! I usually can't write songs... in fact, this is the 3rd song I've ever really wrote. My first two were Secret Identity & Sunrise. When I write a song, it usually has A LOT of emotions put into them. The first song, Secret Idenity was more of a sad song while Sunrise was a inspirational/ or enlightening song. This is probably my very first successful attempt of a angry hard-rock song. It has a lot of effects to it including overdrive on the guitar solo. Umm as for the meaning behind this song, it kinda states how much anger & pain I endured when someone close to me decided to just up and walk out my life because she couldnt handle the truth really. Instead of dealing with it, it was set aside along with our friendship. This person basically does have my anger from envy because we were best friends and for her to choose a boy she hadnt quite met in person yet and knew for only a few months over 4yrs of memories/ closeness and friendship didnt fly with me. It really really hurt me more than anything and out of all the shit we had been through and whatever she did to me in the past that I had forgiven, this just didnt quite compare to any of those things. There were no words for me to say. I was left speechless for months and consumed in envy but it was only the consequences of HER actions that made me feel that way. As a result Im "the bad guy" and have no other desire then to get revenge and so my revenge is not being merciful. but really and truly, I can't even find it in my heart TO forgive even if she apologized because there are no words that could fix things & I knew that from the moment I told her the truth that she wouldnt accept. So "Never Come Back" was formed. I think its pretty obvious what it means....